CLUBCOUTURE Came! :)

Guess what came in the mail! :))

..it's my package from ClubCouture, an international fashion label that just came to Malaysia! Save so much on shipping, its only $7.95 :))

Totally made my day! My housemate took it in for me and didn't notice it for a few days -__---

Unfortunately my cat did and the reason why i put it on my shoe shelf is Leia disproves of my online shopping. The displeasure was made obvious.

She thinks i should spend more on gourmet cat food instead of pretty wear-nots.

I LOVED the 2 pieces and wore them both last week. I'm super psycho on quality control (even little threads sticking out is a big No-No for me) and I'm really pleased! :)
Pics will be out soonish but till then..

..Here's a teaser.

Let me tell you the back on this piece is.....yummy.

And probably for a shorter girl but no one complained ;)

Wore it to the Jeager Le Coultre event after the Maps fashion show and an impromptu midnight virtual golf session. I know, happening wants to be me. Me one the other hand want to be..happier maybe?

If you can't wait, check out their goodies at their ClubCouture site.

So till i can edit all that I've got an emcee script to finish for an laptop launch tomorrow.

Nights pillowtalkers :)

Webcam - Fooling Around With A 30 Year Old..

Its a Saturday and after coming back from shopping in KL whatever will a 21+ (denial) year old do? Plus the webcams right there....

She'll fool around with a 30 year old thats what! A 30 year old Nikon FG!

..What were U expecting.... ;PPP

Off for groceries then West Side Story! Happy Saturday-ing Pillowtalkers!

What She Wore 5 - Dusky Florals.

Was off for a day of fish staring at Aquaria. No, i did not drink in a family fun area on a Tuesday. *coughs*

Cap Sleeved Cotton Day Dress - Topshop RM139 (Plus my memebers card i guess)
Detailed Jelly Mary Janes - BCBGAXARIA RM189 (Wondermomo Sale)
Metal Strapped Black Bag- Zara RM300+

I know bright colors are the call of the season but i just wasn't a feeling it on Tuesday. So guess this is my fashion compromise. Charcoal with pink floral hem splatters. Very peasant-y.

I know this pic looks artsy an all but i took too much coffee so my hands were shaking and i was in a rush *shoots self in foot* -____________________________----

Anyhow, dusky florals are for sad spring days i guess.

I was lovin' the ribbed top. It was so comfy and carefree :)

Why I Loved Monday.

It was our second bottle of red wine my godbro John and I wiped out after watching the end of the 1988 'Unbearable Lightness of Being' then 'Dreamers' (Yes, the indie one where Eva Green is buck naked 60% of the movie) and I saw John get up to the door. I asked him where he was going and he said 'For a drive?'. Lying like a cat on the carpet I asked if I could come. He looked at me like he thought i would never ask.

Darting through the almost empty streets we were singing hysterically with the windows rolled down. I thread my fingers through the breeze and rested my head on the window pane. I didn't ask where we were going nor did i care. I'd trust John with my life although we don't always agree, he's family to me. I put on The Killers 'When You We're Young' my alarm ringtone for a year when I was 15 and started screaming it out of the windows while laughing with my hands on my cold cheeks. 'He doesn't look a thing like Jesus but he talks like a gentleman, like you imagined when you were young...' It made me wonder when was the last time I fell for a soft spoken man but all i could think of was screaming. It made me wonder why all my last lovers screamed at me. And also why i could never scream back. I stared at the dim lights blinking by and focused until they became an orange thread leading us to the Ulu Yam stream. When we reached it i told John i did not want to go down coz i didn't want his Beemer to get stolen. He laughed and we left. We both just love the drive, he behind the wheel, me in the passenger seat.

Upon reaching the condo elevator I clicked on the floor to the pool. Smiling i said,' Feel like a swim?' and a minute later we were at the pool side by side counting to three. The splash was exhilirating and I can't remember laughing more with my clothes drenched cold at midnight. We swam till i got tired of the starless sky then left a massive puddle in the elevator ride back to the house.

Leia, waiting by the door as usual, looked at us as if we should be ashamed of ourselvcs.
It was the best Monday in a long while.

Nights Out@Rootz.

Pics from Melyssa Mei's cam mosty but trademarked em to my blog with her consent :)

It was a single girls champ popping party with pearls down to pat.
Quote of the night
'Looking hot is hard but someones gotta do it' ;)

And when nerds thought test tubes were confined to the chem labs....

..we disagree! Now that's called a shot of love ;)


Poloroids make instant-grati-papparazzi-ing possible.




What are Friday night for? Answer : Non stop vodka shots! :)

...its not out fault the whole clubs checking up on us. We pose just for pics k. Otherwise we be wholesome fun. Right Mel and Ems? *coughs*

Thanks to the dj on my right for letting us ladies dance at the console. Podium..just...no..space!

Pre-sloshed-ness.

Post-sloshed-ness.

Table hopping and taking a picture coz it lasts longer :)

City Gardens.

I don't believe you, your so serene. Careening through the universe, your axis on a tilt, your guiltless and free. I hope you take a piece of me with you...
Third Eye Blind - Motorcycle Drive By


I've taken to writing all over my mirror and windows again. Somehow staring into the highway which is my city garden gets me thinking a lot more than usual and if i don't get it out of me, i'd surely suffocate. Know the feeling? That really is a statement, not a question because I already know you do. Most people believe they are unique in their individualism rendering them not.

You and I are not special in our differences as 'special' is not the measuring unit for Individualism, to me anyhow. It's availability. There are certain types of people that are less common, rare even. But by far there is nothing special about it. The notion it is really is silly. So silly its amazing how common it is. I find it cute in a sad way because i am not privy to this general belief that people seem to derive pleasure from not knowing better. Better is the wrong word actually (The idea of bad and good to me is far too subjective), so not knowing better, knowing differently. Knowing differently makes you and I rarer but by far I'm not under the illusion we are special.


Heres what i think about the idea of Individualism. Nobody is unique intrinsically nor special through that selfish belief. Nobody is special by default. They become special only when we make them special to us, otherwise the rarest person in the world would just be a passing touch. Special is a decision, conscious or not.


Just a thought fleeting my selective memory while i was staring out at the garden that is the city. Also that i miss the smell of grass in the morning.

Watch me talk to myself and stumble about.

Guess who's this years emcee for the Velocity Angels Search 2010 at the DCIM show @ Midvalley Exhibition?



Yes it was self scripted on the spot yesterday morning and i laughed so loud when i saw myself talking. I still find it strange. But i'm awesome, u love me and i promised myself to get better quick and I'm glad for all the paid oppurtunities to do since June last year :)

Anyhow, the event is gonna be jam packed with 400-500 photogrpahers alone so come early for the show on the 14th-16th May okie Pillowtalkers?

Love the silly stumbling girl you were not listening to
Brie

What She Wore 4 - Pre-Cherry Pom Pom.

Went to Mont Kiara Solaris's Cherry Pom Pom for the Velocity Angels Search emcee-ing fitting. Great to get clothes sponsors coz at the rate im emcee-ing i really am running out of dresses! :) Will write a seperate post bout them but for now, here is what i wore there on a tuesday morning!

Big ass Shades - Tom Fords.
Black Tank - RM5, Chat Tu Chak Bangkok.
Light Washed Denim Vest - >RM90 MNG, SGP.
Black Jeggings - >RM200 Topshop
Pink Lancel Firth - >RM2.5
Black Nine West Shoes - >RM350, SGP (Can't recall specifically coz i bought it 3.5 years ago. Nine West shoes REALLY lasts i swear by them)

As you can tell i don't know how much i spend on clothes coz i shop so often. Will try to be more specific in future What She Wore's okiedookles? :)

Pink Flower - RM29.90, Axxezz (Forgot how to spell)
Korean Made Onyx Necklace - RM300-ish, Vivo SGP.

Everytime i see a girl in all black with no detailing in tecture at least i think she's just plain uninspired, a boutique salesgirl or someone she knows just died.

Yes, i have fat days and 5-minute-fcuk-im-late days too so an easy way to jazz up all black ensembles this perpetual Malaysian spring is to throw on colorful flower pins (I've a bunch!) Bright colored shoes, bags and chunky accesories are a quick spring fix too so there really is no excuse to wear all black unless someone really died. *touch wood*

Sunday Pre-Breakfast Mistressing.

Happy Sunday Pillowtalkers!
I'm off for a runway show @ Shangrila, standby from 9am and shows only at like 8pm so no mummys day with my family :(

I'd like to address this to those wgho say i don't actually work for money.

A lot of people speculate models/pretty girls as gold diggers whos highest ambition is to date up in the world (I can't say this is untrue in most cases but honestly don't judge) But please la, if i am a mistress do you think i want to work such long hours? No, i will go for manicure and shop on Sunday amidst all the families alone because my sugar daddy has to be with his wife he doesn't love anymore and kids which i wont care about coz i've got an extension to his plastic.

I'm a mistress to MODELING/EMCEE-ING/WRITING/ANYTHING IN EVENTS, MEDIA THAT CAN PAY EXHORBITANT SHOE BILLS.
Next week i will be the 3 day emcee for the Velocity Angels Search @ Midvalley Exhibition :)))))
Can't wait so come support!

Sundays are for brunch and sex but I'm single so i'll stick to work thx. But for the rest of you...Happy sunday sinning ;)

Unbearable Lightness of Being.

The book you got me when i said it was sold out in Malaysia keeps me mind moving in this stagnant fishbowl of a time. It has replaced every book I have ever loved and re-read again and again, every word something stolen off my tongue.

"Loves are like empires: when the idea they are founded on crumbles, they, too, fade away." - Milan Kundera,The Unbearable Lightness of Being.

Kneeling in front of me i knew, you and i did not crumble.
Unbearably light is just the only way we know.
So now we become beautiful words, poetry written in modern day love letters
that cannot fade away but drown in an abyss of weighty words we never got to live.

Its for the best Slovak Sweetheart.
This is what grown ups do, right?
The years between help us realize neither of us knew when we became grown ups.
Staring in the mirror i do not know when i grew up and Responsibility became a pearl necklace i put on to look beautiful when i fail to feel so.
I wonder what you see when u look at me in the mirror with my face washed down with water in the white porcelain.

I sigh because i don't have the energy to cry over whats best for me.
So don't cry anymore, my love, if you think its what best for me.
I'm glad we met and our goodbye way as 'beautiful and awful as our love'
We have no choice but to be ok.


So heres a letter for the goodbyes i am not good with.
From your 'gift from the universe' i never felt like,
The name you could say over and over and over again just for the sound,
Brie.

Cloud Watching@KLCC.

Yes, cloud watching is in my list of past times.
Whimsical much?

Drinking wine during the day is another :)
Got an Stanley Estate from Denise on the way to KLCC for impromptu picnic.

Its a real decent New Zealand White, slightly lower end than the Cloudy Bays but all they had so.... I will be writing a layman's guide series on wines soon with the guidance of a few connoisseurs!

Wines, cigars, brandy....my loves :)))

Crystal and converse, thats how we roll :)

Think friends find me random but don't u ever get the feeling u just wanna lie in the grass?
KLCC was the only place i could think up unfortunately.

Why would i ever be sober? LOL. Love me wines :)


Now back to clouds. Reminds me of living in the suburbs of Subang.
Kind of miss the big gardens Mont Kiara condos lack.
Ah well...

My view.

Nicked my house mates Ipod deck and played Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amélie Poulain soundtrack.
Perfect ambience for a lazy grass day.

Slippers are thanks to a pedicure i wore heels to. We all have em :)

The chill spot with the chill friend of the day. Btw, i did touch the plam trees.
Scratch free.

Love simple things that tickle my ever changing fancies.

Though finding somewhere to lie in the grass in KL is not simple.

So kick that and lets roll around in this paradox :)

Guess this is my life on hold.

But its only for a second.

Leave a message after the....*beep*

This happens you know, this blog stand still happens when I'm heartbroken. I am writing now more than ever but for public appraisal i am wary due to my disability to self censor when sad which is why i can't blog. Nothing comes out right. So just to notify ya'll I have been on and off of an emotional vacation and will be back hopefully tomorrow for good with my usual wit, fabulosity and pictures in tow.

Funny story about modern day love letters, pillowtalkpromises, impromptu trips to singapore and buying pearls too,
I'll update, but not at this current time.
I'm just not here right now.

SIMPLE Pleasures.

This came in the mail 2 days ago. Nothing beats the syiok sendiri-ness (uncalled for self amusement) of getting mailed something. If that sounds gay to you u obviously did not grow up in the age of http://www.instantgratification.com/ like me :)

Failed attempt to hide my address but at least i can tell people who are mad scared of kidnappers i tried but failed due to incompetancy. People don't get as mad at incapable people..and if they do shame on them!

And guess what...

My Simple Skincare registration kit just came in! Yay, i was one of the 150 to register at their website. (If they pay me or send me more things i'll put a link next time)

All i did was register and i got a free The Satudays CD and mini wipes pack (Love this it really removes mascara!) and its a good site. Find the Malaysian one quite comprehensive though the Singapore one has a product recommendation tool.

Simple pleasures tend to be the unexpected :) Thx Simple.